I absolutely love this and have been on a similar journey myself. I have found that therapists with the designation PhD or PsyD are much more holistic in their approach. An LCSW is trained to work through specific situations. So when I saw LCSWs I never felt like I was getting anywhere, kind of like you described.
I found a PsyD that I truly enjoyed working with but cannot afford his services right now. So I'm on my own healing journey as well and I'm eternally grateful for all of the information available.
Thank you for sharing! And thank you for your vulnerability!