It's so true. I'm not sure why I was given the drive to heal, but I've not been satisfied with the train wreck of a life I've lived.

I'm sorry that your exes didn't want to heal with you. Mine has been instrumental in my own healing. We are in process of reconciliation now and I would not have been able to do any of this without the safety his love provides me. Even after divorcing him (3 years ago), he has stood by his love for me, claiming that even if we never got back together he only has eyes and a heart for me. That was huge for my ability to begin trusting him.