OMG. I've never heard that saying, "no one will ever love you like a narcissist," but it's so true! I've never been so completely wrecked after a breakup and I initiated it - every time. The weird part is, when the negative parts of the relationship come to mind I'm so angry and hate him - but often when I think of him it's only the positive. It's getting better and I'm changing the thought patterns around it, but at first I kept thinking about all I was missing and would be devastated all over again. I hope that makes sense.

Thank you for commenting! It's super helpful to hear others' stories and remember the crazy-making parts of the whole thing.