Update: found the article and commented with your info.

https://medium.com/@theworldshappiestpodcast/im-an-unattractive-man-who-will-die-alone-45f1e5690390

There's a guy on Medium that just wrote an article about how he will die alone because he's ugly. I wish I would have thought to tag you when I read it. It definitely sounded much more like a personality problem/victim mentality than an appearance issue. Maybe you already read it and reached out lol.